In spite of the things I've been through, that I consider challenging, I still can't imagine how your own life has been like. What you've had to battle with, the emotional rollercoaster, the mental exhaustion, and the deep sorry from wishing it could go away, so you can just be normal.

I can't imagine. And it breaks my heart, because I understand. I hope you continue to stay strong, get counselling, and the help you need.

It's good you're writing. It can be helpful too.