I truly love this.

I found that, this issue here has been the cause of the so often writers block that besets me.
Forcing myself to always think, what does the audience expect of me? What should I write next that’ll give me more positive response from the audience, sends me into this state of anxiety and stress.
And keeping me from enjoying writing itself.

Because indeed, to write for the readers means I might not get to express my true self and message. Just like art.

This is brilliant! Really good advice.